Post edited 11:08 pm – July 6, 2010 by Jenny M.
Just thought I'd fill everybody here in on my appointment with my gender therapist (Phd in phsycologly).
I had a meeting with him on June 14th. I brought him up to date on my life, as it had been 3 years since my last visit. He asked why I hadn't contacted him sooner and I told him I had tried to put this behind me. He continued to inquire why I had now contacted him and I said I just couldn't hide any more. I told him about my "transition plan" filling in details. I also told him of my mom's reaction to my announcement of deciding to transition, her giving me the nick name "Jem" and of my wife asking for a divorce.
Whew! I really unloaded a lot. Including the difficulty with my job. He said that according to his notes, my concern for my wife's feelings is what was holding me back and now that that "stumbling block" is removed, what would you like to do? I said I wanted to move forward with my transition. I have wasted a lot of time and now another three years has pasted. I'm 48 and I have to wonder, have I waited too long? Do I have enough time left to enjoy life as a woman?
He asked me about my health. I assured him I was healthy, not taking any drugs and no ailments. I had a complete physical Oct, 09 and a colonoscopy Feb, 10. Clean bill of health both times. He then said I had plenty of time left and that I was a good candidate for Hormone Therapy. 
I expressed my concerns over side effects of hormones. He said for a healthy person, the risks of any complications were minimal. He had his endochrologist draft a letter requesting several tests: blood, urine, ECG, etc to be given to a lab of my choice. The results to be faxed back to the endo. These will be used to determine how good a candidate I am and is a necessary step toward being prescribed hormones.
Yet, I am torn. I am currently taking BB, Have been for about a month with another month supply left. I am hopeful for changes but nothing to report as yet. Maybe I continue on BB and also hormones? Or hormones exclusively? 
Oh well, I still have to get the tests done. I let you know how it goes. Wish me luck.
Jenny M