i was given this name by another sissy site i frequent. i have not yet begun to physically feminise and not sure yet how far i wish to go,but i do wish my male breasts to be enlarged into feminine b-cup at least. If i can find a source for TransFemme pills,i will start the course,but my doctor may need to know what is happening-(this is no problem for me),as i am on other medication.
Either way it will be an advantage to me,i am sure,to reduce my levels of testosterone. As i feel more female in my emotions and in relating to men,i have found i am becoming less aggressive and angry and becoming calmer and i think,more balanced.
i know this is a positive move in my life.i have been gay all my life,so feminising is not such a large step for me. It is not a sexual fantasy,as most might think. i have not orgasmed for over 4 months now and feel no need for this ever again. As i remained chaste for such a time,my male hormone levels must be slightly lower,thus proving that this must be causing this calming i am experiencing, but my desire for feminising, although potentially very life changing is not being driven by this self-imposed chastity.
i look forward to discovering more about this exciting change in me,with help from this site.